.Tuesday, July 17, 2007 ' 10:51:00 AM Y
i settle the matter ytd.. finally took de courage to do so... im silly for dragging it so long.. caused harm to every0ne.. to him n her.. i s0unded crude and straightf0rward.. s0 unlike me.. but i have left with n0 ch0ice.. i jus h0pe time will wash away everything..i oso dun feel g0od after these.. jus hope you will be able to let go soon n recover..
went f0r movie with gina n janice la0 po ytd.. than for being there for me! thanx t0 karen too!!! miss her l0ts
i am sick today.. realii sick.. feeling senseless and moodless... cun think well.. cun concentrate at all.. im freezing cold sitting outside at de receptionist counter.. facing my lappy...so tired.. i catch a cold.. dun feel like talking.. the more i talk n move.. the more freezing cold i feel..im going to rest at home after work today... so going home together with yun jie today l0rrs.. hehexx..
i h0pe u will be able to understand how i feel after these..i've been so insisting to settle it partly is no wana drag u in for nothing.. i nv say fully.. but partly..haiss.. i dun wish to explain.. for those who understands u need not u to explain but those who in de first place in doubt with u, no matter how hard u explain.. in their heart, they alr deny u this person...right?
thanx z0elyn f0r bein understandin n there too!
t0day is the 17th of july... one week passed after the 10th.. ii n0e.. he has n0 intention of settling de things he owe me.. its kinda obvii0us ..ii n0e.. i will think of ways to get it back n end de ties clearly.. or i should say.. i wun give myself another chance of being dumb.. and give him another chance to hurt me again ba..
*time has sh0w me who u are *
just you and me.. in this chapter of our lifetime.
