.Friday, July 6, 2007 ' 9:58:00 AM Y
im em0-ing t0day.. has not been feeling well this morning since i w0ke up.. physically no n em0tionally no... nothing seems right.. feel sick of everything.. sianxnothing is perfect.. nothing is fair.. realistic world.. been thinking through.. i want back my old life.. something is amiss.. im not de usual me.. what happen? ive been f0rced t0 de c0rner.. n0 way 0ut..pple tend to take things for granted.. take me for granted.. im human too.. jus a reminder..i oso have emotii0ns.. numb to it? no.. i mention nothing d0es not mean i have to take it quietly ya? zzz...g0nna hide myself at h0me thr0ughout this weekend t0 rest.. sick of outside w0rld... just wana stay away from everything n stay at home.. been quite sometime i din do so.. been trying to catch up with long lost frens.. hmmm.. dats perhaps de effort i put in ba... =)please leave me alone for a few days.. i just want to be al0ne and think thr0ugh*ii w0nder.. d0 i hate u ? feel sad? or... ? **
just you and me.. in this chapter of our lifetime.