.Tuesday, July 3, 2007 ' 2:06:00 PM Y
s0 b0red.. if 0nly things can be s simpler as it is.. how can someone occupy the mind of another n affect de other person.. in a blink of eyes.. hmmm..
today is a busy day for me.. im being rushed to look for candidates to replace my colleague who is leavin at end of july.. im trying my best lerrs.. looking for all sorts of alternatives.. haiss.. dunno how...
there is nothing much i can do.. beyond my means if u do not do anything.. how to remove the weirdness.. if i dun make it clear? i utd it hurts.. i utd.. i been through it before.. time will wash away all the wound n pain ba.. in fact turn them into scar.. even though it is there... but it wil not hurt.. it will only remind u of the pain u ever been through.. everything had its way out.mayb im just looking for mine?
hmm.. my deferment still not confirmed yet.. im kinda worry now.. haiss. im trying to be s optimistic s i can liao.. but..tons of things i had to handle.. n more addin on... im strugglin .. difficulty in breathin liiao.. stress... i wonder m i up to it anot.. coping with stress.. im nt capable.. i noe..
this month s usual.. i got de urge to giv mum more allowance.. but nt within my means.. so forget it.. wait some more time ba.. i still learnin how to manage well my salary more.. urggh.. st0opid miie.. *everything happens for a reason *
just you and me.. in this chapter of our lifetime.