.Thursday, July 5, 2007 ' 10:32:00 AM Y
t0day begin with a great day! hehexx.. m0ii b0ss actually giv me s0me allowance for my overtime ytd... im s0 happy.. even th0ugh nt a huge sum.. but at least they noe im working hard.. hehex... mention abt pay increment.. i hope i will have one.. looking forward in fact...meeting my la0 po giina later for dinner.. its been quite a l0ng time nv meet her alr.. miss her s0 much.. hehexx... i believe we will have lots to chat n update.. wakakas..chatted with a fren on phone yesterday.. i agree with my friend.. as u gr0w.. the responsibilities you have will be more.. n tend to be stressful and more heavy.. but not everyone faces the same things ok.. pple assume they are.. but usually their is "small case".. they think they grow up.. but in fact they are not..well.. mine.. i begin to realise the heaviiness of myresponsibilities at w0rk as de days passed...t0o late lerrs.. wad i want is jus some simply understanding..from u, from my family , from my friends.. perhaps not even a word.. actions ba... somethings.. it has nth to do with me at all.. but u react as if im involve..or im in it.. but im nt..i wanted to help.. but somethings.. its nt up to miie to help de... zzz... this is the way she treated me.. wanted when needed.. dump when nt needed.. wad m i to u ? u hurt me once n again i shld say.. nth is to do be done.. for de w0und is alr there... ** butterfly effect..iim trying to handle well my responsibilities **updatingg 5.25pmbef0re i knock off.. haiss.. i happen t0 track him in friendster unkn0wingly.. i din expect t0.. i tot i may be able to find him.. but din expect dat i really did it.. it wasn't really something nice.. realii.. i felt abit d0wn.. c0s it d0es sh0ck miie.. y must he av0id me till this extend? i w0nder h0w is he?*n0 m0re l0ve n n0 m0re hatred*
just you and me.. in this chapter of our lifetime.
