.Wednesday, November 21, 2007 ' 12:16:00 PM Y
today is 21 nov 07, his birthday. i got up too late.. in de end late for work.. haiss... along de way to work, i text him happy birthday thou i know there will be no response.. well.. that doesn't really matters la..
ytd meet up with mei hui at orchard to get margaret jie jie de wedding gift.. ;p well.. we sot so much to talk about lo.. hehex.. been ages since we last chat ba.. shes been pretty busy n so am i .. but things hasn't change much.. we crap n chat.. while we shop for gift.. had our dinner at cineleisure.. n we went to taka to shop for prezzie.. in de end, we went to plaza singapura de precious thots to get a gift for her.. the salesperson is veri nice n helped us wrap de gift.. ((: after settling for de gift, we got ourselves a place in de madonald n write de card.. ((:
it was raining when we are on de way home.. but we enjoyed urselves still .. ;p
today suppose to be a pretty nice day till i saw a birthday reminder.. his birthday.. i still wonder shld i text him n i decided .. even jus normal frens, i do text them happy birthday.. dat doesn't mean anything ba.. well.. i text him.. well. he did not reply.. doesn't really make much difference.. thou my day is kinda abit down after that.. i dun have much appetite .. haiss.. y shld i let myself get affected ya? dumb me la!
i was reading a novel recently called, 人间失格, its kinda a very depressing book.. a demoralised sch in japan.. how fearful human can be.. 人性的可怕性, wad i been through in de past is so vague.. s compared it is nothing.. in the school mention in de novel, everyone beside u is so 恐怖, even teachers.. de loneliness in us.. de fear in everyone.. de horror n wads thinking in the mind or each individual..how bad life can be? how good u can be?
just you and me.. in this chapter of our lifetime.
