.Thursday, January 24, 2008 ' 10:52:00 PM Y
been disturbed by certain things at work n personal recently.
detest it!
started sch.. im trying to adapt to my new life. n jus nice jessie on holiday.
been applying a certain pressure on myself to push myself work harder n harder.
first day of sch had been pretty nice. know new frens. n had ice breaker games which is quite lame lors. den lucky day. took a lift from raymond. n drop the saeme place as ruiwen for the pass 2 days. so i reach home quite early. daniel n rachel dropped at de nearest bus stop near sch. n andrea droves too ((:
wed.
collapsed. de pressure i had on myself. pressure others on me. i wana do better. but broke down n cry.
trust. communication. efforts. i always think dat its very impt factor in alot of things in our life.
there r alot of misunderstandings arises due to miscommunications. or i shld say. de natural reactions. dat we tend to ignore de part of clarifying n we jux simply take it our own way. mayb at times for me also.
there are so many thousands of things that might happen. but often we willo only think of de worst n unfavourable to us.i guess dats de most normal n natural way pple thinks ba. haiz.
we can nv noe how much things a person can gone thru.how bad things can be seen when u lost trust in someone.it always takes two person in every relationship or friendship. when its fault. its nv a persona fault. if one lost trust in another. how would things go far?
i do hope dat my dear frens can trust me. n believe in me.
just you and me.. in this chapter of our lifetime.
