.Saturday, January 12, 2008 ' 12:26:00 PM Y
mayb is due to stress or coming to start sch real soon. im begining to in doubt of my own ability. invisible pressure. im letting myself to cool down for a few days.
im scared. looking forward to start studying once more. but de fear. i dunno how to describe. guess only i noe de feeling myself. i must still thanx to those who keep encouraging me. i'll try my best. i dun wish to disappoint anyone. i hope i can persevere on till the end. (:
guess when my sch start. i'll be super tired n busy le ba.. i gotta managed my time better from now on.. tell me wad can i do... *LOST*
its 2008. ive been telling myself.its gonna be a new fresh start. getting nee nee to be my image consultant. i trust her. haas.i told myself to grow n be more independent and grow up. its a new me.
however, suddenly i felt all alone. *LONELY*
just you and me.. in this chapter of our lifetime.