.Monday, January 28, 2008 ' 11:31:00 PM Y
time may seems to passed pretty fast. chinese new yr coming soon. i hav not get my new clothes! must make use of time... ask nee nee go together with me ((:
im emoing these few days. feel so bad for pple ard me. n thanx for being so tolerant with me. im trying to perk myself up during times at work. n times at school. or i shld say at dat moment. im jux being selfish? thinks abt myself n nt other stuff. hate myself lidat.
karen says she feels dat im more defensive now adays. mayb cos im getting hurt too often. until i cant take it le.
we are always so nice to strangers n so crude towards our loves ones. i learn this phrase thru pei qing profile. n it nv leave my mind since de day i saw this. as times goes by. slowly i might lost de ability to explain or even defend.
this seems to be pretty bad thing. n i noe its getting bad.if u were there earlier. mayb things aren't this bad. well.. nt relying on anyone le. im gonna pull myself up. rely on myself. dats all i can do now.
*nee nee tell me wad can i do**
just you and me.. in this chapter of our lifetime.
